Midday Blog Post
- B Castillo
- May 28
- 1 min read
Golden Moments Collection: Chapter Title – The Gazebo Drip
I was sitting outside under a gazebo, editing chapters, thinking about legacy, light, and storytelling structure. Barbi was inside for a meeting, and next to me sat my sweatshirt, my kendama, and my keys.
Then it hit me.
I had to pee. Bad.
The kind of bad where you try to pretend it’ll pass. You shift your weight, breathe slow, distract your mind. But this wasn’t going anywhere.
I stood up quickly. In that same motion, I slung the kendama around my neck and grabbed for my keys—but they slipped from my hand.
They hit the ground like punctuation.
I looked at them. “Of course.”
I bent down to grab them. That’s when it happened.
Pressure shifted. Muscles lost the argument. I felt it.
That’s the hourglass moment—the instant between almost and too late. Between composure and surrender.
Still holding my kendama, I fast-walked toward the entrance. Not quite running. But clearly on a mission.
And naturally, someone was outside. I nodded, tried to stay cool. “Hi there. I really gotta go.”
They smiled like they understood. Maybe not the specifics—but enough.
I made it to the restroom. Relief doesn’t need a paragraph.
As I came back out, I smiled and said, “That’s the greatest feeling.”
They laughed. I laughed.
And I sat somewhere else. In the shade. Ready to write again.
No shame. No performance. Just another golden moment.
A reminder that being human is the best kind of story.
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