Day One – What I’m Feeling

BLOG: Day One – What I’m Feeling

By Brian Castillo

I want to start something new. Something consistent. Something real.

This is the first blog of what I hope will become a rhythm—me showing up, every day, just sharing what I’m feeling. No filter. No pretending. Just the truth from where I am.

Right now, I’m heading to Randy’s. After everything that happened Thursday, after getting let go, after walking out of that building without saying goodbye to the kids, I’ve been doing a lot of thinking. And praying. And listening.

Barbi asked me, “What are you going to write?” And here’s my answer:

I’m going to write what I feel.

I’m not going to hide it, and I’m not going to attack anybody either.

Because this isn’t about blame.

It’s about truth.

It’s about light.

It’s about being the voice for people who’ve been attacked, and didn’t deserve it.

The ones who only tried to love well, serve well, and lead with integrity.

The ones who didn’t fight back with fists or words—but with light.

Sometimes life will attack you.

Sometimes it will come for you in ways you didn’t expect.

And sometimes… you’ll have nothing left but faith and your story.

So here I am.

Writing.

Walking.

Listening to what God’s showing me, and giving voice to it—not just for me, but for every person out there who’s ever been misunderstood, let go, or pushed aside… but still chose to walk in love.

This is not the end.

This is Day One.

And if you’re reading this—you’re walking with me.

Let’s go.